I have been thinking what I would have wanted someone to tell me when I was first diagnosed. I had many family, and friends running to support me in the beginning. I was somewhat embarrassed to have so much attention focused on me. I didn't want to go anywhere for fear I would see someone I know and then have to explain everything and keep from breaking down. It took too much energy to be strong for everyone else.
What I really needed was for someone to come to me who had already been in my shoes. Although well meaning, I just didn't want to hear about someone's "cousin who died from the same cancer." (Yes that happened, in front of my children!) I desperately needed to hear from someone who had survived! Who walked "through the valley of the shadow of death," and lived! I wanted someone to tell me that they did it and I could too. That it is possible that the prognosis, and Google, and research, and statistics, Do Not have to apply to me! That believing that you will survive may help you do just that!
I wanted someone to be honest with me. To tell me it is going to be tough but spare me from all the gory details unless I ask specifically about them. To tell me some blessings that came through this trial and explain to me how to replace the constant fears with consistent faith.
I needed someone to help me figure out how to drop my roles as a wife and mother and focus solely on preparing for the battle of my life. Learning how to step back and let others take over the daily tasks of family life.
I needed someone to tell me that a cancer diagnosis is an opportunity to seek and rely on faith in God. That He will send angels here on earth to carry and support you, and heavenly angels to bare you up in your dark days and painful nights. And that peace can return to your life whether you are healed or not.
I am in a place now where I can be that messenger to people I know and to others I have never met. I hope that you may find an increase in faith and peace through your journey.