I Peter 5:6-7 says, “Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God; that he may exalt you in due time, Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you."
"Jesus didn’t die on the cross so that we could go through life scared. Jesus died to take away our sins and our fears. He died to give us hope, to give us life, to give us something, often the only thing, we can trust with complete assurance."The Secret to Riding Roller Coasters by Randall Willard ----(you can read it on the internet)
I am learning to reach for his hand as I descend down the track. Then I start "clackity clackity clack, slowly heading back up about Tuesday. I can feel myself getting stronger each day and try to be somewhat productive as I clack back up the track. Preparing myself for the next round the following Monday.