"It's 3am and I can't sleep standin' on the edge of something much too deep." Sarah McClachlan
Actually It's "Dex week" This steriod messes with my nerves, sleep, and patience. But it does crazy things to cancer cells and the proteins they live off of. So my family puts up with me.
In the middle of the night here is what I think.
We are all lined up in heaven watching earthly gifts being handed out as people leave for earth. Up ahead someone says, "Who wants cancer?" I mistakenly hear "who wants answers?" I jump up and down, raise my hand high in the air and say. "I do, I do, Give me a big one!"